“Are you satisfied now? I will destroy you as you wish.” I possessed the body of a female lead in an R-19 novel that was the apex of tragedy, “The Flower of Destruction.” In a novel that is based on r*pe, outdoor play, multiple people, and more—there is no play that does not appear. “Sorry… I’m sorry. I don’t want to live like that anymore.” But, it was fine. I was a genuine M.